My new bone

Miam miam... enfin un nouvel os a machouiller!

Tranquilement

Journée tranquil..manger - jouer - dormir!

Par contre grosse betise Mystic a attaquer la paille de la chaise  

Unbelievable

I still can't believe she died. That i had to pull her dead body from the hedge... that I held her close to me ... and she was gone.
I have just spent 3 absolutely Horrible days obsessing about her, every little thing she used to do, every detail of her body, every attention she used to give me. I have such a big hole in my heart!
I realised that she made my life, ans me, a better person, it was a motivation to get up in the morning, and now i live a life so... normal. She was my shadow!!!



To try and get past all the hurt I got myself something that I could hold close to me, cry with and who would remind me of her... welcome 'tigger':

 

CHIPS I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY

Had my mum on the phone and she is very angry against the vet. She believes chips was poisened and that they did not figure it out. She is mad that 3 hours before death I was at the vet and they were unable to save her. My mum is angry and foes not want 'us' to have another dog, too much heartbreak.  :( 

SHOCKING

 Oh MY GOD....

                        She Just DIED!
                       I just found my beautiful dog dead in a bush.  Minutes ago she was still alive in my arms! I can't believe she had gone, I wanted to keep her close to me like a teddy bear. It was so hard to leave her at the vet... My Big Loven she was always there for me, every minute, everwhere, with her tongue always out.
        This is such a BIG loss for me... I can't stop crying... I'm scared of facing life alone. She was my best friend, always there for me... I can't believe she is gone. I can still  feel her close to me.

Vet trial 2

I called the vet and got a rdv . I waited over an hour. Chips hasn't eaten in two days, not even meat or cheese... she walks around as if uncomforatable to lie down then stops in a freeze as if she were thinking. She threw up translucide stuff three times and doesn't seem to be pooing.
Doctor decided to take a blood test. Poor dogette she tried both front legs which didn't provide enough, and the right back leg. Plus a radio ...(this is going to cost a fortune)... now I am waiting for results...

What a long day. And how sad to see my lively dogette so Down  

I have had to leave her for the afternoon as blood tests are all good, but stomach irritated. At least when she come home she should be all well!

Here we go again... a new start

"Merci a ceux et celles qui ont pensés
                                                       a moi en ce jour triste mais libérateur"                                                                   

Today is the first day of the rest of your life. How many times have I already told myself that. So yesterday was my last day on the job, "résponsable caisse centrale". I left after 2 years. I left the professional way, one month previous notice which means no income for 3 months. I could have cheated like all those other people but I stupidly stick to my morals and don't grab and take every little cent that I can get hold of.

• Theatre - Zadig
• Line Dancing - Country dance company
• Archery - free shooting
• Get A JOB - a good one
• Lose SOME weight - Feel more confident (124)

I thought I would re-start a blog, I don't believe anyone will read this, but I am going to try and keep a little diary with what I do, my doubts, my steps forward, feelings... I hope it helps me out to externalize some of my worries, successes, and it might also be a good way to keep track of ideas that I most likely will forget!

• Theatre - Zadig

Zadig  de Voltaire it tells the story of Zadig, a philosopher in ancient Babylonia, his journey.

• Line Dancing - Country dance company

Country Dance Company in Cessy. I would like to get back to line dancing. Because of my job and its awkward hours I was unable to have a regular activity. 

            19h00-20h00          20h00-21h00          21h00-22h00
lundi      Débutants             Novices I               Novices II & +
mardi                                Débutants               Novices ou Répetition Démonstration
210e l'année

Unfortunately this seems to be clashing with my monday theatre.
I used to dance in correze we were the Eagle Dancers. We would meet once a month with our teacher Stephan Lawson for 2-3 hours and we would learn 2 or 3 dances which we would then practice once a month. Here at Dance company it's more like you learn 1 dance every week and then re-dance old dances.

• Archery - free shooting

So i have asked for more information in 2 places, we will see the difference in price, if there is availability, when the lessons are, and what arc they suggest ...

1. DAC Divonne Arc Club
2. Arc club Gessien

        

The Last Lunch...